5/05/2005
whoa.nice rain man..got caught in the damn rain.then now reached home liao not raining.i'm so pissed. >,<>
haix.oh yea.listening to angela zhang's aurora album.for the past few nights..i like track no. 7..it's a sad piece but it's nice.pretty much describes how i feel.towards xx.haix.ok ok.i think i better stop talking about such stuff.otherwise my blog'd be pretty boring.. =X haix.but then all it seems that i can think about is that problem.i,of course,have other problems though.haix.
such as studies.haix.i think all my problems are linked together de.one leads to the other.haix.aiya.think i better stop sighing.later will very fast age de.haha. =P okay.today i was really really depressed after paper 1.humph.actually i cried lah.but then....when i cry,nobody knows. (= that's a good thing.really.i dun want everyone to know when i'm crying.yep.so no one noticed.i can say that i'm pretty good at hiding. x) good at acting too.i acted quite 'ok'.even though i wasn't feeling the least bit of ok inside.haix.never mind.it's sometimes good to have frens that only see the surface. (= so that they wont know wat i'm TRULY thinking and feeling.so they dun see the REAL ME.
oh no.i'm going to miss him.for about one week.no,i mean an extra one week.these two weeks already never talk to him le.there'll be another week without him.three weeks without him. )= jus nice.when i get my hp back(it's 'confiscated' now) he has to go away.overseas for a camp?!how stupid. =X haix...maybe we really aren't fated.is this even fate?haha.i think i gone crazy liao lah.wat with the exam stress.haha. =X haix.miss den miss lorr.after all,there was like,a period of around two months without him.and last year's june hols also wat..one whole month.haha.never mind.shall not think too much. (= i wont die de wat.haha.
ugh!!tomorrow's paper is PHYSICS!!!!!!!! UGH!!!! stressed.i cannot fail physics!haix...must study extra hard.but then...no motivation..the only motivation i have is to get into Hwa Chong.haha..yea,only i know the reason why. x) HCI rules. (= haha..influenced liao. =P yea.but then that is motivation for O'Levels wat. haix.never mind.shall take that as motivaiton for exams too.cos must work CONSISTENTLY.cannot pia at last minute. x) yep.so...HCI!!must jiayou... ;)
with loves; hugxkeiko
5/05/2005 02:08:00 PM
