4/20/2005
haix...i guess it can be really bad when your parents simply dun trust you.what the hell is their problem?!even my hp charger also want to keep..siao lahx..trying to control how much i use my hp?humph.
to tell the truth,the more they try to control me,the more i feel like rebelling against them.it's like,kinda natural. =P i know,i sound like a bad girl,but hey,that's what they are forcing me to do.practically.maybe they really should start learning that controlling me too much really makes me feel suffocated.and then makes me feel like 'running away from them'.i really cant act guai.it's too...fake.and i've already had enough of acting.always have to act as someone that i'm not!it's so damn stupid.i jus want to be me..the true me.i know,i'm guai to some extent.but i jus cant figure out why i always like to be so rebellious in front of my parents.i guess it's cos when i was in pri sch,i was always acting guai in front of them,until i'm so fed up!!ugh!how can i not think about this?i see my parents everyday!!!i'm going crazy...
really,i haven't really had the best bday this year.haix...what can i expect.i think the distance between me and my parents is increasing each day.it's not like i dun want to bond with them.it's jus like,no one makes the effort.so we start drifting apart... )=
with loves; hugxkeiko
4/20/2005 05:37:00 PM
