4/18/2005
well,bad things do happen to me too.i'm not at school today not because i'm sick,well,at least not pysically,but mayb i'm sick emotionally or pschologically.well for one thing,i'm in a blood-splattered school uniform.kinda...spooky.and number two,i look pretty depressed.which is why i'm not at school.if i'm at school..i dunno,i think i'll look scary.okay,back to explaining.why da hell am i in a blood-splattered uniform?!great,that's cos i've been a bad girl.literally.dad whacked me on the back of my head this morning.and my shoulder blade.of course it hurts.i think sooner or later i'm going to suffer from some brain injury thingy and lose my memory or something.if he continues hitting my head liddat.and then he refuses to fetch me to school.which is also why i'm at home now.cos i couldn't have taken a bus,i'd be late for school.and then i sat there,stoning.then mom got angry.literally like a bull.and she has a bull's strength,mind you.so then she whacked me.all over the place.i tell you,if ever that 'struggle' was videotaped,and i were to watch the replay,i'd think it was some bloody fighting scene.really,she actually wanted to slap me cos i was screaming.but somehow she aimed wrongly and whacked my upper lip and nose.SO I BLED.what do you expect?!she has so much strength!i'm surprised she didn't kill me.and so i was sobbing,no,crying,and covering my nose with my hands.i didn't even know that i was bleeding,for goodness sake!i had thought that it was mucus.since i'm having a flu..but no,when i saw blood on my uniform i nearly freaked out.ok,i DID freak out.i screamed.and ran upstairs.no,got dragged upstairs by mom.who was asking me to change.but i refused.decided to rebel.so now i'm still in this bloody uniform.really.i dun intend to change.i'll freak mom out by pretending to have really gone crazy.my acting's not too bad..then mayb she'll think it's her fault and she'll treat me better from now on.oh ya,she came back jus now.after bringing sis and bro to sch.but i dead-bolted the door from inside.so she couln't come in.of course she knocked.but i ignored her.let's jus make her worried. =D she called too.i think,cos i'm using the internet.so naturally,no-one answered the phone.never mind,let's make her more worried.
i want to ignore her the whole day.i hate my parents.two days ago it was my birthday.but it's nothing great anyway.they didn't do anything special.so heck.my parents suck.big time.
psst.it feels weird to be missing sch like this.i dun even have an mc.and then the stupid sch will definitely call later. =X
with loves; hugxkeiko
4/18/2005 08:15:00 AM
