2/18/2005
okay...i won't write much for today...jus got home not long ago..though there's no cca today,but went out with a couple of frens.. =) hee...haix...think it's quite boring...lolx.meiyan seriously thinks that i am in a relationship.what the.i'm also seriously NOT in a relationship!!why would i be?and i can't think how she really strongly believes that i'm in one... =X okay,so maybe i am quite concerned about somebody,but that doesn't mean that i'm in a relationship!!huiyi says that when a person is in love,she'll think that the others are too.hmm.i wonder is that's true?meiyan's learning football currently.when she mentioned that,huiyi was like telling me(softly)"i wonder for what reason huh...a particular person wor..."hahax...talk about love.i mean,what's the problem?with meiyan,i mean.why is she suddenly so "sensitive" to such issues. =X under peer pressure??but there's something i haven't told her yet.and i think it's quite important...me and my fren are trying to think about how to tell her.i tried...but i dunno lahx,did she get the message?*haix*
great.i really really dunno why i bother so much.about that somebody.the logical side of me is telling me that this is the best time to let go and forget.(oh my god,i jus realised what i wrote and if meiyan's ever going to read this page,she's going to say that i'm really in a relationship.god,i'm NOT!)this is so pissing me off.what's happening???why did i ever land in this state???ugh...
anyway it's common test week and ya,i think things are a little hectic.i think i'm going crazy soon...yucks.
sometimes i just think that life really sux!!but then,life still goes on....unfortunately or fortunately...
the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love & be loved...
should i just give up??i'm really so tired...
with loves; hugxkeiko
2/18/2005 04:30:00 PM
