11/10/2004
i'm really really so sick of coming online the first thing in the morning,when i open my eyes.why?why make living like this?i also dunno.what's happening?i've no idea.it's like my life is no longer in my grasp.whatever.i'll still control my life...haix...used to be so bochup,everything also dun care de...but now...why,why...how come he can make me change so much????i really dunno...oh man..haix...
i didn't like jay's songs last time.but now...he made me grow to like them.hahax,so i have a lot more cds in my cupboard..=P really.but too bad lahx,it's more of burn de than original de.xD i dun have money mahx...oohhh....but i'll buy SHE's encore album!!definitely...hmm...mom says she'll buy a cd for me...i guess i'll say i want SHE de lorx..but i also want wilber's...because of a song in that album.the kuai le chong bai...but one song,buy one whole album...like not worth it..hahax,i know.i shall ask mom to buy both!(= hahax...she dun allow i jus bug her all day lorx. =P it works mahx..hehex...
oh yea,i'm trying not to think about him...i think i have to do my holiday assignments today...otherwise i'll really be lacking behind...haix..so maybe the assignments can keep me busy?i hope so.i also dunno what to do lahx...i guess i'll jus stop whatever communication with him lorx.[hey,it's he ownself never reply to my message de horx!so not my fault that i'm fed up with waiting rite?]whatever.even if he reads this blog i also dun care.i'm going back to my bochup attitude liao.i won't let anybody change me ever again.
with loves; hugxkeiko
11/10/2004 09:30:00 AM
