11/10/2004
okie...so i'm so really sick of this le.well,maybe u should go see my ebloggy de lahx.i updated that liao..hmm...i think that the suggestion i made cannot work out.whatever.i think as long as i dun go and think about him,it's alright.since he hasn't done anything anyway.well,i guess here's where fate comes in then.
sianx...there's really nothing for me to do...i mean,there's lots of homework waiting to be done..and i have to practise my piano,otherwise i gonna fail grade 7...which will be terrible!haix...last time i had my hp,with his sms and stuff,i didn't mind doing my homework..hahax,i even challenged myself to finish n number of questions before his sms came in..ya know,he's really damn super fast in replying sms de..used to it liao..2 mins one reply..that's why in one day i can send over 60 sms to him alone.hahax...haix..and that's what caused me to 'lose' my hp..dad couldn't stand me not paying 100% attention to my homework...but hey,isn't it good that i'm challenging myself to complete n number of questions before his next reply comes in?you know,at least it makes me do my homework!not like now...no 'feeling' to do homework...haix...great.if only dad knows......then would dad give me my hp??haix...dunno lahx...so sick of this 'game'.
if only...if only he didn't say anything.if he didn't tell me...i wouldn't be in this state kkx..okie,so mayb i shouldn't blame him.it sure takes a lot of courage to tell me those stuff de rite?well...but...i really adds on to my troubles!!ugh.i'm so confused again......
haix...dunno what to do lahx.after all,no hp,can't do anything.he's not calling.i know that.he never calls...
whatever.i'd rather not bother.i'm so scared that i would really xin1 dong4...or have i already been...?oh no...
with loves; hugxkeiko
11/10/2004 02:22:00 PM
